Gestalt Ch. 00.3: X Marks the Spot

When the sun finally levitated enough to clear the windows at the entry and do that stabby thing to my eyeballs, I managed to rouse myself. Perhaps somewhere along the trip extreme hunger flipped some chromosomal switches and I'd converted entirely to solar power. That would mean minimum power until I could open my eyes. Minimum power it is.
I squirmed like a sleek river eel (a really slow one) toward the boudoir, through the doorway and over to the bed against the far wall. Through great effort I hitched myself up along the edge of the bed until I could peer over the top.
"Well good morning Suga, happy to see you can move again," Chancy greeted me. "We tried to move you, but you fought and since you were on your side we left you alone."
"Good call," I grunted, "that could have turned ugly."
"Well you were pretty out of it; I probably could have taken advantage of you for once, but I didn't want you to go all flashback and freak out. I know you're tougher than boots, so I just tucked you up with a woolsey and kissed you nighties and entertained our delicious sausage delivery service. The things that he's done to me with this cock!" She grasped the semi-stiff appendage and waggled it for emphasis. "And it hardly ever goes down; he says he's hard most of the time. Life of a teenage boy huh? That's why the pizza delivery job, cause he's mostly driving and he can jack off, and his hardon is hidden under the pizza box..."
"I found it...last night...I just wanted to get him ready for you...I made a fool of myself out there...I can hardly talk...I swear it was a near death experience...and I vaguely remember...visions and sounds...angels with trumpets...and crashing cymbals...and then earlier I woke up and...it's like I just relived my life again...like all the experiences, compressed into fast forward...yeah it was like that cliche 'my whole life flashed before my eyes'...but oddly it was later...after I'd woken up and watched...watched you getting plowed by Buddy..."
"Oh that was so fucking hot, Suga, seeing you absolutely wrecked on the floor, suckling on that piece of pizza. I knew you'd be okay with some rest, so I could just really feel you watching me and I could almost read your mind it felt like, and I knew that you'd decided to let me have what I wanted even tho it was hard for you. Well it was hard for me too, so fucking hard so many times. I came like a jizzillion times and...Buddy?...yeah he can pump some cum...not sure where he stores all of that in his scrawny ass. Oh, but keep telling me about your trip."
She flipped open her silver cig case and pulled out a perfectly rolled joint; she had never smoked tobacco, unlike myself who had been a social smoker in my security/sex club days. She had gone straight to high-grade green-bud at the tender age of fourteen, introduced by an older, married, female neighbor who years later introduced her to a slew of other adventures that proved exciting and educational for the lusty young teen. After her first taste she'd been hooked, in both instances.
"Well...so...life flashback, but not so much the younger stuff...kinda started up in my late teens when I was with my first guy, then I had this...like a review session...just observing all of it again, all the sensations, but it was all so fast it was a blur...then certain segments would slow down to where I was hyper sensate of everything in my sphere...and I gained a lot of perspective from it all, and I'm...oh yeah, sure..." I took the smoldering joint Chancy handed me to my lips and inhaled.
I coughed harshly as silver tendrils swirled immediately into my mind, activating stored genetic code patterns that increased my awareness of subtle energies streaming through my body. "Nadis" I suggested to myself as I exhaled; I remembered hearing about the nadi channels during yoga class at the rehab. That must make the flowing energy...what...prana? kundalini? Probably one of those, or maybe something else that was just fucking awesome to feel buzzing thru me no matter what strange Hindu term I might call it.
"Hey don't bogart, noob, and on with the tale!" She was feeling giddy and spunky; it usually had that effect on her; it made me more introspective, meditative. I guess our energies create a complimentary antagonistic synergy.
I passed the joint and back, "I gotta piss before I do anything else." I began to shift my weight toward the bathroom ('slowly, Ginger')...
"Ummmm...hun...I have an idea...ummm...errr...a request...or something like that."
"Let me guess, golden showers?" I joked.
"Well kinda like that but not so messy...what I'm trying to say is you should let me drink your pee, cause there's still some high in there."
"What do you mean?"
"The human body isn't very good at breaking down the alkaloid molecules from the shrooms that get our brains high, and lots of them are simply excreted thru the urine, and if someone drinks the pee, they get a recycled dose of shrooms."
"Is this theoretical or do you know this from experience?"
"I sikiş izle can attest to the validity of my assertion."
"Valerie?" I asked, cocking an eyebrow.
She smiled shyly and nodded her head downward once.
"Is there anything that woman didn't teach you?" Sometimes I felt insecure about how I measured up to this ex-lover who had been such a formative influence on her in so many ways; part of me wanted to hunt her down and eliminate the threat her existence continually poses to my sense of worthiness for my girlfriend, while part of me wanted to compose epic odes of gratitude to her for the influence she had offered and how it shaped Chancy into the amazing lover she is now. The forces were about evenly matched, so held in stalemate.
"Fine, you can drink my pee if you want..." she rolled off the bed and slunk underneath me somehow and her mouth was in my snatch which always gets me excited, so it was hard to focus on the task at hand (or mouth, whatever) "but I think I'd rather just get more shrooms if I want to go back in"...relaxation was imminent and the gentle suction she was applying to my urethra was quite encouraging my bladder thru its hesitance to let go that which it had tightly held onto for far too long..."but I'm high as fuck now and admittedly I'm feeling pretty hot to piss in your mouth." Finally the golden spring erupted, sweet glorious release that brought a sweat to my upper lip, and my girlfriend moaned in erotic delight as she drank me like a juice-pack missing the straw.
Afterward she smacked her lips, then she licked my slit from the taint to the clit, further access denied by the strapon. "You are yummy, Ginger Kitty!" she proclaimed.
"Well I'll take your word for it, I don't feel up to a steaming cup of wee this morning, but I'm not ruling it out entirely."
"Well that's between you and Buddy, Suga, tho I suppose I could lay claim to my own pee too but it's more fun to share."
"Have you been making Buddy drink your piss?"
"Well it's more of an allowing really; he's pretty eager and anxious to please, as you witnessed."
"Well ummm...yeah I guess that could be true."
"What I'm saying is: he hasn't wasted a drop all night."
"Is that why he's so quiet?"
"Yeah I think he's pretty much tripping balls about now. Fortunately he stays hard; he's one of the best toys I've ever had...I kinda wanna keep him."
"I can't see how that would be a good idea." I replied.
"That's because you put this gorgeous thing in the wrong hole last night, love. Just imagine him pumping your cooter like he did your tonsils, and for over an hour each time. This is a real 'diamond in the rough' opportunity here. Just imagine if he..."
"Chancy, I'm not ready for this conversation at this time and I may need to put something in your mouth again." I had enjoyed the relative quiet of her gentle suckles, but now I felt a blatant urge to sit on her face and make her make me scream a little bit.
I made her take the strap-on off of me and she made me scream a lot. It felt really good, like I should be paying good money to some overpriced therapist for the right to scream this way (not to say that all therapists are overpriced; my therapist has a very reasonable rate). I felt so much passion for my girlfriend as I gazed at the top of her head, watching her wiggle her fresh, pink tongue in my squishy folds. I knew she loved me, even if she'd been fucking someone else, a man with a real live cum-gushing flesh-and-blood gigantic cock, like a maniac all night long. I did my best to be a happy little cuck.
I felt a sense of awe and dread about her snatch. I really wanted to give back, ya know? But she'd been thoroughly soused and after my prior engagement with Buddy's jizz (yes i know it's still on my face and my neck and my chest and my left earlobe)...and...well...I was hesitant to trigger fresh emotional imprinting.
But 'why not?' I wondered suddenly. Aside from the horrific exhilaration of the near death experience (which I just as suddenly remembered from my Intro to Animistic Traditions class was a standard shamanic initiation technique) I'd also had the most truly mind blowing orgasm of my life just when Buddy was unleashing in my throat, so maybe it could be a positive experience; I try to stay rationally optimistic.
"Baby...I want to eat you out."
"Suga, you know I'm kinda swamped down there."
"Yeah, I want to taste it...taste you and Buddy together...I want to share in it...to help me come to terms with it...I know you love real cock and I want you to be able to enjoy it as much as you need to...I just don't want to be left out in the cold...I want to be a part of it with you...to see it and hear it and feel it and smell it and...taste it."
She straddled my face with a grace only a stripper high on cannabis and shroom pee could manifest. Her crinkly muff crushed my nostrils as her silky, wax-smoothed quim, reeking of fucksauce, plastered against my eager lips. My tongue şişman porno drove forward and was engulfed in the soupy miasma, the biological remnants of their recent mating acts. It was intense, almost ecstatically so, my mind reeled with the rush of stimuli. My tight jaw kept my enthusiasm in check, but I sucked her out as best I could until she climaxed, blessing my face with a fresh wash of her precious fluids.
She was lazily tonguing Buddy's pulsing purple knob as her hand cradled his balls. "I want it inside me again suga...want you to put it in me...unless you want it first..." she teased.
"You go, I want to share it with you...I want to hold you while you ride him."
Chancy shivered "Goddess, I love you hun, you know just what to say!" She leaned over to give me a kiss, a hint of precum on her tongue, then she maneuvered herself on top of Buddy in reverse cowgirl. She held his stiffy jutting out from between her legs as if it were her own. "What if I had a fat cock like this hun...would you let me fuck you with it?"
(ok, so i'm not cock averse even tho i am officially lesbian now. cocks as far as a part of the glorious miracle of human sexuality, all fine and dandy. the biggest problem with cocks tends to be that they are attached to men, and men have brought too much drama and misfortune into my life, so i'm on hiatus from men for the foreseeable future. but not necessarily from cocks, as last night's demonstration attests to. i suppose buddy is technically a man, tho he still seems to me like he ought to be too young to be packing gear like that; he's just so awkward and pimply and obviously lustful with his really nice, young, fresh teeth that he almost doesn't yet qualify so i'm fairly convinced he's not far from the much safer 'boy' designation. so yes, cock, esp buddy's magnificent gigantic cock, i think it's reasonable to say i'm pretty much down for it.)
"Ummm yeah, I'd want you to fuck the daylights out of me with that thing."
She waggled it back and forth. "I will hold you to that," she grinned, "but for now come help me mount up."
She held me tight. "You know I love you, Ginger, and as amazing as this cock is inside me...well if you had this thing I'd probably never leave home! But no cock will get in the way of what we have; we are soul mates, and I swear that I will do my best to share everything I can with you. I've had lots of cocks, some even bigger than this, but no man has ever been at home in my heart the way you are. I want to marry you, Ginger, maybe even have your baby someday..." she giggled, "with a little help from our friends."
"Here, help me get it ready." She cupped her hand tightly around his knob, leaving an empty space inside the top of her fist. "Give me a bunch of spit in there." I worked up some saliva and drooled it over Buddy's plum while she slowly stroked down to the base spreading the slick.
"Now hold it and guide it into my kitty." I grasped the shaft at the base and held it upright as she raised up to hover over it, then I levered it into place, dragging the swollen head thru her equally engorged slit until I felt it settle into her passage. She moaned as it slid easily into her greedy cunt and she beckoned me to her; "Come here, hun, come hold me."
I climbed upon the bed and straddled Buddy's skinny legs and somehow situated myself into a strange approximation of yab-yum position, my legs wrapped around my girlfriends hips. She grabbed handfuls of my ass (at times like this I almost feel okay that it's so big) and pulled me close, my twat splayed open and pressed into hers. She rose slightly taking me with her and I could feel the base of Buddy's cock sliding against my own enflamed opening. We alternated eye gazing with gently passionate making out while she tirelessly rocked us together on Buddy's pole.
"I love you, Ginger," she sighed in my ear "and I love that you want to do this with me; it's so much better to have you holding me and kissing me while his huge cock stretches my kitty out so full. I just wish I could fuck you at the same time."
"Technically you could," I gestured to the strap on laying on the floor.
"No, I mean with a real cock; I wish I had a real cock to fuck you with while I'm impaled on this monster. Would you like that hun...would you like me sticking a real live cock up your juicy cunt?" I could tell the conversation was edging her toward a delightful conclusion so I accommodated her.
"Fuck yeah, baby, I'd love to have your gigantic cock spearing me while you take that gorgeous beast deep inside your horny fuck hole."
"...hunh, hunh, hunh..." she answered, picking up the pace for the home stretch.
"Goddess, baby, would you want to fill my cunt up with hot creamy jizz when you bust your nut?"
"...hunh, hunh, hunh..."
I grabbed hold of her swollen, puffy nipples and tweaked them "I bet you would, you hot fucking slut, you'd jizz up in me while Buddy shot you full of his gooey load...
"...hunh, hunh, hunh..."
"...and tecavüz porno your cunt would clench up and flood his cock with..."
"...eat...it...out...hunh, hunh, hunh..."
"You want me to eat you out, or you eat me?"
"...both...both...same...time..."
"Oh yes, we can suck all the jizz out of each-others hot cunts..."
"...ooohhhh fuuuuuuuuccckkkkk...!" she screamed; it was nothing like her funny noise I was so used to, but it was obvious by the way she was jerking in her core that she'd finally tipped over the edge. Her abs pumped against me, tremors ran up and down her legs, and her eyes rolled back in her head as she clutched me tight into her heaving bosom. I felt a warm wash of her cum juice over my own spread snatch and I almost came myself.
Once she stabilized, she pulled my mouth to hers for a hungry kiss; "Thanks Suga, you were amazing! I really needed that." She looked into my eyes and broke into a sly grin. "Now it's your turn; I've got him all nice and slicked for you."
"I'm not sure..."
"Hush now, Suga; you want to go in with me on this, go all in. I want to feel you stuffed with a glorious hard cock, I want to share it just like you did, and I want to eat his spunk out of your kitty after you both cum."
"I love you so much baby, really, but..."
"Hush now..."
She rose up and, as she cleared the fat knob with a soft, sucking pop, I watched a cascade of fucksauce cocktail pour out of her, coating Buddy's cock in a blanket of frothy slime. Obviously Buddy had blasted her with his baby batter without giving off any obvious sign.
"Goddess, it's gonna be so good to put that in you, hun! Come on scootch up in here closer." She wiggled back a bit to guide me into position, then lifted the cum drenched yet still rampant prong and lined it up with my quivering snatch. "Wow that's so pretty...now just ease down on it, hun..."
It had been a while since my vagina was visited by anything but fingers, tongues, and silicone toys, and the moment that plump knob passed thru my portal she reacted as to a long lost friend, instantly starting to ooze my sex slick. I began a gentle bouncing, working my way down the biggest cock I'd ever personally felt. It was fucking glorious; all previous reservations vanished into thin air. I'm pretty sure I was mewling as I inched down the massive shaft, Chancy tugging on my tight nipples.
"Goddess, Suga, you are the sexiest thing I've ever laid eyes on!" Chancy cooed.
"Fuck, it feels so good baby! I fucking love you!"
"Haha, I love you too, you horny slut! Look at you riding that huge cock; what kind of fucking lesbian are you?" she mocked playfully.
"I'm a fucking lesbian who loves taking big...hard...cock up her twat...just like you!"
"Fuck yeah, Suga, were gonna have so much fun together with cocks now!" She shakily took to her feet and took hold of my hair, pulling me to her crotch. "Eat my gooey kitty out, hun; make mama cum again."
I did. When she came on my face I had a little orgasm of my own but could feel another more substantial one lurking deep within.
"Hun, I wanna pee in your mouth, okay?"
"Yes, baby, I'm ready now...I'm so fucking in love with you...I want all you'll give me."
"Oh, I have so much to give you, hun...open wide."
I clamped my lips on her pussy and prepared for the torrent. When it came it was not what I expected; her golden elixir was somewhat sweet and oily, only slightly bitter, almost floral. I gulped it down, another thin, shiny climax shivering along my spine to my grasping cunt, squelching tightly around Buddy's girth.
"Goddess, you're so good, Suga!" She swirled down and around me to press herself against my back; "I love seeing you ride this hard cock; how is it for you, hun?"
"It's so fucking good, baby!" I moaned as I sank down, my vagina stretching to the max as his tip pushed firm against the knob of my cervix.
"How you doing, Buddy?" Chancy asked, and my eyes flitted up to his face, plastered with a mellow grin (such nice teeth!) as he made a weak attempt at giving two thumbs up. Well it didn't matter if he couldn't really get them up as long as he kept his cock up, cause I was rocking my way toward a momentous occurrence as Chancy played with my tits and sucked on my neck and talked all sorts of naughtiness in my ear. My own fingers flanged my spiking clit and diddled heartily in my slushpot. After a while, Chancy pulled me back against her, causing the swollen head of Buddy's cock to press and rub against my g-spot; I moaned loudly.
"That's it, keep it going just like that. She's gonna cum soon, Buddy, and I want you to pump her full of your cream, just flood her sweet little kitty so I can eat it out of her." Buddy's expression approximated concentration as I humped up and down on his huge dick, plying my g-spot vigorously. Chancy's fingers slid down to take over for mine, working my clit while I grabbed her by her hair and pulled her into a deep kiss. I started shuddering, starting in my core then radiating outward, building in intensity and inertia until my orgasm unleashed in tremors that might have alarmed nearby seismographic monitoring stations. In tandem, I felt waves of warmth pulsing into me, Buddy's thick jizz spraying the walls of my hungry cunt.